I have been chosing the veg option so often lately that I am often behind with doing the important things. My partner then reminds me, which puts in a huff and I feel pressurinsed. Or I’m late. Or I have to rush and feel stressed.
I want to be more prepared. My boyfriend’s so good about packing his bag the night before he leaves or waking up early to do things. He’s in control of his life. I want some of that. I want to feel the security and sense of personal authority from just doing what I say and want to do. That’s the bite. These are things that I choose to do. They benefit my life.
So here I am. Admitting it and committing to taking action.
