I will mark this as DONE now.
The reason for this is that I really think that places do not matter as much as I thought they did, and that is a very good observation I have made. I have gone through some really bad and some really good times and most of my current friends have witnessed this, yet stayed with me and tried to help me, listened to me (or at least read what I had to say), and you may call me “poor” now because all of them live quite far away now (I moved to another place recently), BUT … I don’t think of myself as a poor person.
In fact, I am utterly grateful for the friends I have and many of them really deserve the title “best friend”. That’s more than I actually asked for. I got to meet some new people recently, too, and they are so kind and intelligent and full of great ideas and wonderful in any kind of way … And I just want to say at this point :
I am lucky, and I should not give up on that just because I could meet up with somebody on a regular basis. :) Is this really so important after all? I don’t think so!!
I can open up, and I don’t get judged. I am not left then. I just think this is the best feeling in the world, and I wish everybody that they find somebody they feel about this way, too – no matter what the distance, no matter what the “differences” between you and your best friend(s).
Sending love to you all!