become a werecat

im 13 and a few months ago i was camping with my family and i woke up in the middle of the night with a rabbit half it was gone next to me in the woods when i dont feel safe i growl softly and when im sitting by the fire place and i feel safe and i feel weird realy weird but i pur ive been curiose to now if i will start remebering what im doing at night and if my family is safe my grandma has a barn ful of mice and i feel a need to just catch them and watch and play with them
my uncles dad and me where going to cut a chrismast tree for the woods in the mountains in council and we saw a perfect tree as we headed down the trail one of my uncles saw couger tracks and told us torun so we did later that day my dads freind was stalked my we think the same couger was it scared of me?