Break up with him

i did it…and i’m sure in the long run this will be better for us it’s just that right at the moment it doesn’t feel that way.
red puffy eyes = not a great look.
my best friend will be here in a sec to go on a walk with me.

i’ve been with my boyfriend now, 1 year and almost a month and no matter how cliche or stupid this sounds i love him and he is the first person that i’ve felt this way about but for me it’s just not there anymore. i don’t even know if that makes sense. i love him still but i’m not happy in the relationship. thing is i think he is. i’m not going to do anything about it at the moment because we’re in the middle of exams but i don’t know what i’m going to do. he’s amazing and he has been so sweet to me, he’s treated me way better than i deserve and he’s the best guy i’ve ever been with but it just seems like we’re best friends. i know it’s going to end but i’m just dreading it. i feel so stupid writing it all here but i don’t know what else to do. i don’t want to hurt him cause thats the last thing he deserves but it’s not working for me anymore. :’(
x