get into medical school

You should enter and read about my journey to medical school…while trying to get over my first love!

I have my bachelors from College and now im doing post-baccularate work at a local state school. I am depressed, anxious, happy, excited, confused, optomistic… all at the same time. Im excited and happy for the journey that lays ahead for me. Im anxious because Im diving into a world of uncertainty, competition, and hard work. Im optimistic because Im still young and have the opportunity and ability to achieve this goal..its up to me to stay focused and determined. I am depressed because I just had my heart broken, I lost my first love. How do you get over someone that makes you feel so beautiful, so worthy of life, and gives you a high so unexplainable that it feels like you have seen God. How do you stop talking to someone that makes you love life and taught you how to love? How do you deal with the love of yoru life telling you…I love you but Im not in love with you…How do you cope? This is where the confusion comes in..I am battaling conflicting feelings and the effect brings about confusion….however I know with God and time things will happen the way they are meant to happen