Schedule the doctor and dentist appointments I've been putting off

which then spurred me into action. ;-p

I have been doing the doctor and DENTIST thing which is a partial explanation for why I haven’t been around here much; I’m too busy trying to be healthier.

I have now completed my third dental visit. The first was an eval. The second was a deep cleaning. The third was to pull 3(!) teeth. And, I have another next week. Unfortunately, I have several more and need to do a follow-up with my regular doctor before I can mark this goal as completed.

I called and made two appointments with my doctor yesterday. One is for this Thursday to talk to her about quitting smoking. I guess I’ll finally add it as a goal here. I think I’ve been afraid to because that will make it real. But, just making the appointment makes it very real and makes me very anxious. Yeah, I know it is something that I should do but it doesn’t mean I necessarily want to do it.

The dentist appointments I’m holding off on but they’ll be coming along soon too.

I sometimes feel like it’s worthless to go. My feelings are that I have to tell them how to treat me. I usually only ever go when I need my allergy meds because I have a sinus infection. I haven’t had a female check-up in several years. I got frustrated because every time I tried to schedule an appointment I had to do it two months in advance. The day would arrive and it would be the wrong day to have such a check up.

I really need to go though. My blood sugar has been acting wacky the last couple of days. I’m not sure if there’s anything other than the usual 4 – 6 small meals a day diatribe, but I guess I should have it checked out.