sort out my life

im so ambitious well there’s no wrong in being ambitous but i got many big ideas in my little head but i don’t want how and when and where to get them out and make them come real besides i have very small budget i know it requires lots of patience and sacrifice i just need to inspiration and support
actually i got over my failing for two years at first year uni and succeeded this year it was a big step done because i have a lost hearing 30% which makes my life harder im struggling more and more now i achieved my first aim which is success at first year that makes me want to give my best more for other 2 years ( i have 2 years left of my study )
other thing to mention , is im trying to improve myself and finding out what iam and what i do like because i learned that im not the one who people wants me to be and my life is given to make it up on all my own
my big dream is to be a writer im very interested in english literature specially ancien lit but i have other interest meanwhile i love dance as well and painting too besides i love languages eveyrday i learn new words actually i speak four language along with my first language but it’s still that perfect it’s just i don’t know how to start doing things up and arrange my time on my study and ambitions and hobbies