reinvent myself

mehh…i need money….no i dont. i should go gym and burn it off so my skin is glowing….healthy body looks good in anything

went out over the weekend and i felt great…. i brought myself a necklace and earings i would never noramlly wear. they were elegant but had a certain bling to them, i felt like a celebrity.

loved it….. i loved how guys looked at me. i felt beautiful something i havent felt in a long time. im writing it here for the record so that when i have one of those crappy days i will know that a little bit of makeup, and classy clothes can take you a long way.

loved the attention. obviously the look ive got going isnt working. i hate feeling sloppy all the time.
my new look is going to be chic, elegant, simple yet unique.
arhhhhhhh im excited. im not going to waste money anymore on cheap clothes that wear out after one time of wearing them. i will start to look after my clothes, show people i respect myself. carry myself better. yes today is the day. feeling good!

went out over the weekend and i felt great…. i brought myself a necklace and earings i would never noramlly wear. they were elegant but had a certain bling to them, i felt like a celebrity.

loved it….. i loved how guys looked at me. i felt beautiful something i havent felt in a long time. im writing it here for the record so that when i have one of those crappy days i will know that a little bit of makeup, and classy clothes can take you a long way.

loved the attention. obviously the look ive got going isnt working. i hate feeling sloppy all the time.
my new look is going to be chic, elegant, simple yet unique.
arhhhhhhh im excited. im not going to waste money anymore on cheap clothes that wear out after one time of wearing them. i will start to look after my clothes, show people i respect myself. carry myself better. yes today is the day. feeling good!

went out over the weekend and i felt great…. i brought myself a necklace and earings i would never noramlly wear. they were elegant but had a certain bling to them, i felt like a celebrity.

loved it….. i loved how guys looked at me. i felt beautiful something i havent felt in a long time. im writing it here for the record so that when i have one of those crappy days i will know that a little bit of makeup, and classy clothes can take you a long way.

loved the attention. obviously the look ive got going isnt working. i hate feeling sloppy all the time.
my new look is going to be chic, elegant, simple yet unique.
arhhhhhhh im excited. im not going to waste money anymore on cheap clothes that wear out after one time of wearing them. i will start to look after my clothes, show people i respect myself. carry myself better. yes today is the day. feeling good!

ok this is officially going up high on my list.
im only 20 but i dont feel my best.
im not overweight but i just make it in the healthy weight range. i would like to lower this figure by 7kgs and then i feel i will be comfortable enough to wear certain clothes…i.e jeans i never wear them…im always in dark pants cause im worried if i look fat.

also i want to make sure im always looking nice. for example i want my nails to always look good. i want to drink heaps more water. my hair to always be done nice. im young now and this is the youngest i will ever be so i must take advantage of it. i feel my self confidence holds me back from doing things i want to do….such as admitting when i like someone instead of fearing rejection.
dont get me wrong its not that i hate myself, i actually have a high regard for myself its just that i am my own worst critic. and i guess that everything i have achieved up until now has been the result of hard work so im guessing this may be hard but i want to stick to it.
to do it for myself and give myself a boost. after all not to be vain but we are only human and it feels good to be looking our best too.

if i learn how to do this now i will carry it on as i get older. and then i wont turn around and say if i only knew this when i was younger then maybe i would have done this. i wont think maybe my life would have been different if i had more self confidence.

coloured my hair darker. its more glossier. i must remember that my hair looks better darker and not lighter.

im making over my room to make room for the new me!

im suddenly buzzing- this is what ive been waiting for. lately all i have been feeling is like crap but i havent done anything to change it. I finally understand now that i have let myself go and gained weight from excessive eating. Its time for a makeover! cant wait! where to start- a new healthy eating plan (lose weight for wedding where im a bridesmaid and simply because the truth is i feel good when i look good as dumb as that might sound i think if you dont have confidence in the way you present yourself you keep yourself to yourself!- doesnt make sense – nothing does except the fact im gonna change