party less

I didn’t go out partying for 3 weeks, which was major me. Then when I did go out, I didn’t go crazy with alcohol etc. like I used to. I’m not going to stop partying altogether, but I’ve definitely slowed down the pace. It’s still going to take some work, but I’m getting there

I’m amazed I’ve lasted this long!

There are so many things going on and I REALLY want to go!! I know I can’t though…if I do I’m going to end up dropping out of college..and THEN I’d be in trouble..

without partying. God this is boring.

Haven’t gone out yet this week. I’m trying to go out a maximum of 2 nights a week…we’ll see how it goes!

I’m talking like 5 nights a week. Then I have college and work to go to. Usually I end up going to both either drunk or just completely zoned out. And the thing is, about a year and a half ago I was a straight A student. A quiet, sober, good student. I don’t know what went wrong…