tell someone how I really feel right now

xxxxxxxxxxxxxx im tired again lol xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx burning the candles at both ends !!!!!! oh but my falme is bright xxxxxxxxxxxx

..............mentaly exhausted!!!!!!!!!

its like a traffic jam inside my head, people shouting, horns beeping, breaks screeeeeeeching, dogs barking!!!!!, no one making any sence!!!...... just want to pause it all and take a breath…...going fast with slow outcomes… two steps back for every step forward…..im sorry but i am not giving up i like being me….....and i like you too!!! smile the suns shinning…. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

exhausted…....

but when i try i just feel nervousley sick….. i hate this xx yet wen i give advice to my mates im always saying go for it tell them how u feel… dont be afraid blah blah blah….. its not so easy wen ure in the driving seat xxxx oh welll xxxx