find a new job

This is killing me. I’ve applied for so many jobs and been trying for over 8 months. I really hate my current job but sometimes I feel like I will never get another one. I feel stupud, pathetic, hopeless. All I do lately is work, apply, work, apply, apply, apply apply!!!

I think I did ok in my interview. The people were really friendly. I also got a call for another interview with a finance company tomorrow! I really need to keep trying with this goal!!

Another interview tomorrow! Fingers Crossed!

After 250 job applications I am starting to really lose faith in myself. I am trying so hard but the more I try the more I fail. I feel so stupid like I can’t do anything right. I can type, I have customer service skills, I’ve done voluntary work. I just don’t know what to do anymore!

I’m too old, too young, too expereinced, don’t have enough experience, not qualified, over qualifed….what do I have to do?

Well two interviews coming up this week. One with a fitness magazine and another with an insurance company. Both seem good, better money, better hours etc. I am so sick of interviews I have been researching the companies and practising interview questions so much so I won’t have to go to one anymore

No luck with the job at the law firm. Same old story…someone with more experience…Went for another interview Thursday morning. Really don’t want to get my hopes up. I just really need to escape my current job!

Had an interview with a law firm on Friday. Seemed to go well. The people are friendly and perfect location. I’ll have to wait awhile to hear if I get it. I was really pleased with how I went…but then later I started thinking…’Am I smart enough to do this job?’