leave him

I hate to be so blunt but….Screw the bulls**t!!!! I’m tired of being number 6 or 7 on his life list!!! The order is: Dog, Son, Car, Father, Daughter, Truck, than Me!! I must a real sucker! I was the one there EVERY step of the way from the car accident, than surgery, demonic daughter outbursts, full grown son living with us, HIS cheating, dumb ass me forgave him! <- I’m such a sucker! I even sold my house, we moved in with his father and now time to buy a home….I have no choice’s, he keeps procrastinating on making a offer until it’s too late….OH sorry it already has a contract or even worse sold! Major sign he’s not serious about buying a home. He want’s his 21 year old son to move in with us! I mean hell, his child is freeloading!! So the time has come…after 1 1/2 year of giving & giving & giving…(see the first 6 mths were good) I can’t do this anymore… So I’ve been looking for a apartment & I’m going to end it with him & move out! Pure & simple, I can’t handle another broken heart!