get over an unrequited love

I almost can’t believe it but I’m finally – finally – FINALLY over him. For real! I wish there was some magic formula for this – but it just takes time. Sometimes it’ll take months – but if you’re anything like me you might relapse and it’ll end up taking years. You just have to be patient with yourself. This too shall pass. I promise.

Things that helped – I stopped talking about him and looking for him online. Deep down I know that he isn’t the one for me and amazingly when 2008 left my feelings for him seemed to get left behind as well. They just melted away. I try not to spend too much time thinking about why that is – I’m just thankful that it is.

True enough – he was the first person that I had such intense feelings for- so he will always be apart of my history – a part of my past. But that’s where I’m leaving him – in the past.

I’m finally free….

I could be wrong – but it feels like this is easier for everyone else but me. I’m starting to think that something is seriously wrong with me. Seriously. I feel crazy for STILL feeling the way that I do. Truly – this is insane.

Maybe I’m just not trying hard enough….

I’m thinking about him. Again.

What. Is. Wrong. With. Me???

Why can’t I just let him go…and not think about him…and be over him – fully and completely?

You would think it would be easy when you KNOW the other person isn’t thinking about you.

But, it’s not…

{Help!}

This is what happens when you’re feeling lonely…you start to look back instead of looking forward, especially when you don’t really have anything {relationship-wise} to look forward to.

Residual feelings. That’s all it is. Looking back and feeling wistful…wondering “what if”. Deep down I know that I’m not the one for him. And he’s DEFINITELY not the one for me. I cut all ties and erased all routes of communication. I’m done. It’s over. I’m over it. I’m over him.

Hooray for freedom….!

He was the boy from high school and I was crazy about him. Still, I haven’t seen or spoken to him in years. YEARS! So why do I still think about him…often? This worries me.

I’ve liked other guys since him. And there was a time when I didn’t think about him at all. But, in this past year, he’s been on my mind a lot. I honestly thought that I was done with this…that all my feelings for him had finally faded. But, he’s on my mind more than ever.

This has GOT to stop! I worry that I may never truly get over him. That he’ll always remain in my heart, even though I no longer want him there. I’ve got to try harder. I won’t be able to move forward into another relationship unless I can leave him in the past once and for all.