I've had an epiphone — 2 months ago
One of my closest friends once told me that the only reason she ever spoke to me was because she thought she’s rather be on the right side of me than the wrong side. She thought I looked like a bitch. I know I often come across as stuck up, but in actual fact, I’m just terrified in social situations that nobody wants me there, so I try to shut up and just listen. And end up looking like I don’t want to be there.
I realised this morning that all the girls (cos it’s girls I’ve always had difficulty getting close to) I ‘hated’ in school, because they were arrogant cows who thought they were better than everyone else, were probably just the same as me, and that I might have missed out on some amazing friends by being to narrow-minded.
So I’m welcoming a new way of thinking, in which I’m going to scrap all the assumptions I’ve ever had about either people I used to ‘know’, or anyone new, and I’m open to anything.
