laweeez is doing 40 things including…

not be sad

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laweeez has written 9 entries about this goal

and I hope to do it

every time I get sad.

Found a better way of inspiring myself. Goal change time.



I didn't give any

indication of time. Crossed off for now…

ducks



I thought

it might make me sad spending new year ‘alone’. But it didn’t. It’s a lovely time to get reaquainted with self.



I should

probably change this to “not be bored”. They are sometimes almost synonymous. How I hate being bored. Sad. Empty. Someone, somewhere, take my mind off of self-examination…

There are loads of things I could be doing.
But buying shoes or doing ironing doesn’t give me the rush I seek. Sometimes I would like to be asked a Really Good Question. Preferably a question that would keep me seeking forever (and you’re not allowed ‘does god exist’ cos I’ve done that one)!. No I’m not sad. I’m bored. And the latter is preferable.



writing

so much about sadness and I still don’t get it. Honestly, if the word didn’t exist, we couldn’t be sad. I’m going to go and hijack some dictionaries. One day I shall write the LaWeeez dictionary of acceptable words and hope it outsells the OED.



Nietzsche

who is making me very happy at the moment, didn’t want anyone to be sad. I didn’t know that, he’s got such a bad reputation!

On the back of my copy it says “his chief purpose in writing was to restore the quality of any individual’s life”

well. He’s certainly restoring the quality of mine (well hot water and heating help too).



doing really well on this

am desperately trying to see the good in all experiences. But it’s shite really. This lack of heating / hot water business. On an every day basis. It just reminds you how basic some things are. I mean, how low can you go in terms of civilization? Yes, I know, MUCH lower. I just can’t seem to find anyone that has done 20 days without it where there wasn’t a worthy sacrifice involved.

Maybe this is cosmic training for something; wish it would hurry up and unveil. Where is the lesson in this particular brand of suffering?



First 24 hours

of not being sad are successfully achieved. My teeth were so gritted together I will probably get lockjaw and die but…

Oh bloody hoorah for me. I’m proud of this. Self-pity shall not ever get me in its evil grip. Every time it starts I’ve been thinking about everyone’s 100 Good Things goals lists, and going through my own personal good things lists until it goes away.

Putting it off a little bit longer. Wonder if giving up smoking is like this?



EVER


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