record my dreams in a dream journal upon waking each day.

i travelled this road … and it was like i was on a winding mountain. the road was gravel. it wasn’t easy. i was with others but i don’t know who was with me.

as we travelled on this mountain …. i looked back and saw that the road was washed behind me. i could not return.

i felt very strongly that in situations in my life… i was to keep going forward and that in my life i was not to keep looking back ….going backwards in my life is not an option.

our power was out. .. and all 3 of my kids were sleeping in the same room as me. ... i was awakened by a light. ..

i was given this light, it was like a LARGE candle light. it was stormy and windy in the house but this candle light flame remained on. ...and seemingly this light was leading me .

it wanted me to go …

so i began to walk … all around me was pitch black… but this light knew where it was going .

it had a rushed kind of feeling …. it led me to the front door… so i opened it…

and across the road…. there was my grandmother …. and she had a similar light in her own hand…..the lights seemed to lead us to each other …....

and i woke up…. with the feeling of WANTING To see my grandmother

the store i work in.. fell ..

so i was very anxious to go into the store and see if it had LOL

but it didn’t lol

i don’t normally write about nightmares, but i thought .. this one kind of was wierd, and funny at the same time.

like i said, i dream sometimes and they come true.

this one was a nightmare! i kept waking up and was so upset when i awoke. i was dreaming that we were moving things round and round at work.

i didn’t think anything of it… TILL yesterday when we were moving everything around and around … it was very frustrating cause my co workers seemed to be doing everything opposite that i was doing and i was getting so upset. i would move something, and he would move something to where i was trying to clear! :S

then i realized it was very similar to my dream. my nightmare was my reality. lol

in my culture… elders are upheld very highly
i dreamed that 2 women were giving me direction in my life on some much desperately needed issues.

when i awoke, i had a sense of peace .. and under the circumstances…peace is something i hadn’t had for a long t ime. .........but the thing is…...i can’t remember what they told me.

last year my brother’s girlfriend had a miscarraige. it was very sad. we buried the little one on top of my grandfather… we thought this was fitting ….

anyway, i dreamed of this baby. it was a newborn. and it was a girl. in my dream i knew this was the baby that they had lost ….
so the moment i saw her… i was crying ….. then i woke up

very strange. i hadn’t even thought of this ‘lost’ baby since it happened almost a year ago.

years ago i met (on line) a friend from england. whom i
don’t even talk with anymore .,...

very interesting that i dreamed of him last night.

i dreamed that he came and we met for the first time.

he was coming for a week. but he got into a fight with my son the first day and wanted to leave!

a lot of my dreams come true, but this one, i don’t think so. lol

it is hard to watch you fade away
tho my fist is strong, not strong enough to hold you here
wriing of someone who is dying…

it was in my dream when i awoke. ... i was sitting there

but i don’t see their face…..

lots of times i dream .. and it comes to be. ...

i often forget about it tho.. then realize that i dreamed it already. ...

so am thinking that if i write it … in the morning … would require committment to get up earlier…. but i’m a morning person anyway…. think i may try this for a couple weeks… see whats happens!