be comfortable in my own skin

I am comfortable. I can be nakey in front of you!
I just want to be happy.

Or buy a corset that sucks in the itty bitty bits.
How can I be normal weight and athletic and still feel so nasty?
It’s like the moment I turned 17, I became so sick of my body, I hate it. And I try to distance myself from a couple friends of mine who CONSTANTLY obsess over other women’s bodies.
It drives me crazy that I think like them now.

mmmmmm nothing like a kick butt work out to make you feel awesome!

Not the best right now. I find myself obsessing about my weight lately. I compare myself constantly to every girl I see, why? I’ve never been comfortable with myself but my weight was never an issue, untl now. Im dying to be skinny and I don’t dare tell anyone face to face, they’ll jump down my throat immediatly telling me I already am. I don’t think I’m morbidly obese or even fat, I’m just not nice? Ugh I don’t like it. I’m athletic but not skinny.

Always room for improvement, I’m getting there though. I woke up passed out on a couch with my shirt and one shoe missing, I was comfortable then haha.

I think that before I can ever love someone else body and soul, I need to love myself first.