regret nothing

Maybe I was completely out of line, but I’m happy I gave my friend a piece of my mind. She asked me if I lecture everyone like this, I told her no, because not everyone is my best friend.
I’m worried about her.. she became so independent at 14 and now 5 years later and it’s like her world’s crashing down on her. Maybe I’m imagining things, i often wonder that. Am I blowing things totally out of proportion? I’ve been right before.. I just wish she’d listen sometimes. I don’t want to see her get hurt.
She can take care of herself, but is she tuned out from the world that she can’t ask for help when she needs it?
I don’t want my baby to crumble, she’s too beautiful

I said things. I spoke my mind! I thought them out well! I don’t regret it! Because I need to stand firm in what I believe in

I will not regret chopping my hair off, I will not regret chopping my hair off..

I will not look longingly at a girl with her hair in a pony tail…

:( Boooo

dang i should really ask him out! step it up boy or i’ll do it myself!

I was asked to speak at my graduation about my teacher who died this year. I refused politely.

It made me realize today how much I fool myself into thinking I’m over her death but the minute someone brings up the subject I clam up immediately.

I guess what I’m getting at is will I ever really be able to express myself openly without regret? Tell people that I’m sad we lost her, cry openly in front of strangers, share my sadness wiht others?

Who knows, but I guess this is why I have this goal on my list. To regret less. I’m not ready to speak about her death, possibly one day I will, but I don’t think I’m ready to push myself yet.
So really the point of this entry, convincing myself I’m not going to regret it.

I need to live more