weigh 125 pounds

at 128.5 pounds but I could just do with losing that last few, so I have made this goal specific.

Was 9stone 2.5 this morning so I can say I recovered from Xmas setback when I ate a lot of very yummy things. Am not really sticking to lo carb diet e.g 3 biscuits yesterday and 3 CARAMELS but am not eating much. I might say I have done this goal but when I look at last entry and it said under 9 stone I realise I do have a couple of pounds to lose, and my original target of course was 4 pounds less than that… I think I should focus on this and then set a stabilise target.

Scales wavered between 9 stone 1 lb and 9 and .05lb. But unfortunately I am feeling very down and ill, and couldn’t sleep. and it may be due to not eating carbs. From a VANITY point of view I am just great. When I am under 9 stone and feeling well and energetic I will have succeeded.

This morning my weight was down to 9stone 2 pounds (128.5 pounds) and I know I am going to lose that last few pounds!!! I have had a weight loss goal eversince I started 43 things and it will be fantastic to write it off. It’s a weird kind of project to do because it benefits nobody, there is no end product, and really nobody else even notices, but I shall be really pleased to have finished it. Anyway, I’m happy with my progress.

Still 9st 4.5 pounds – feel very well apart from strange pain in pelvis/left buttock occasionally shooting down leg.

even 3.5 pounds sometimes! so I must continue. If the rain stops I will go running.

Still 9st 5.5 pounds, this is very annoying. I am not eating much but I have hit a wall. What can I do? But suddenly I have diarrhoea – is this the answer?

I felt slim enough to try pinstriped trousers which looked OK! so I wore them though they did get a bit tight as the day wore on. Most odd yesterday, I seemed to swell up for no reason.

Am still 9 stone 5: that’s 131 pounds

Was I 9 stone 6 or 9 stone 4?? I decided I was 9 stone 4 even after falling off the wagon yesterday and eating lots of halloween sweets. BAD and now chocolate urges assuaged. Defo.