stupid 'love and family' thing
3 years ago
Why do all the things I want to do seem to inherently clash with having a husband? Like part of me just doesn’t believe that my husband will be open to this, or that if I go while I’m single (which I will, for sure) he’ll fall in love with some other girl while I’m gone and I’ll come back like “awesome. now I’m single forever”. I mean I don’t want to think that that fear would ever stop me from going anyhow..and I don’t think it would, but it’s silly how I’m banking so much on having something that God has never gaurunteed or promised to me.
