only drink in moderation

I haven’t been drinking as frequently as in the past. I’ve been pretty sick of socializing, I guess. Of course it’s not how frequently I drink that is the problem….it’s how I can’t seem to stop once I’ve started. An issue of “pacing” myself and such. I just don’t like being drunk….slurry, stumbly…stupid…and blacking out…and then hungover as hell the next day. I like being just sort of “buzzZed” and need to learn how to maintain that state of intoxication rather than going beyond it…into the dark realms!