be pretty

hi everyone! so lately i have been trying to get dressed and fixing myself up. it took a lot out of me specially since im still fat but i feel pretty. i do my hair and try to wear cute clothes without showing my fat and every other insecurity i have. im still working on it thoug. i hope that one day i can wake up and say to myself that i am beautiful and actually mean it. until then im ok.

ok so i kno i can ve pretty if i want but its hard when i feel so ugly inside and in the outside. my goal is to learn to like myself so i can be able to look and be happy. i really want to be able to look in the mirror and say that im pretty. i dont think ive ever done that but i can try to get there. i dont really care about looking pretty i just want to be able to feel pretty because once i feel that way the outside will cahnge to right? i need advice.