forgive and forget

i don’t want pain. for anyone. i must not leave this world with any regret. i must forgive myself. i must finish my business, apologize for each of my mistakes. i must set them free from me.

tied to the past. my memories coming from their graveyard, where i’ve buried them alive.

then, i could be really forgotten, and my soul, that is not mine, won’t wander here and there reminding people that i. exist(ed)