be more efficient

of the minutes in a day, and so much can be done! Prioritizing seems to be key, and I have started to make a schedule every morning, after I meditate. If I get all of the important things done in the first part of the day, and do them efficiently, it actually leaves me time afterward to do whatever I want. As simple as this may sound, I have never really understood this till now.

It perhaps served a purpose in my past (I used it as a distraction, to avoid doing what I didn’t want to do for some strange reason, which was often things like art or exercise or spending quality time with myself). Now this distraction is no longer cute. I have discovered a lot in this world and I don’t usually need to take extra time to “make sure to do them well,” I know how to do things well enough to get them done – so I should just do them, efficiently and move on to the next task. Time, it seems, goes by much faster these days and I have developed a desire to accomplish things within this lifetime (I have always had a desire to accomplish things, I just always thought I would do them “later,” yet this fantastical “later” never came and I got tired of waiting for it). And now I must undo 25 years of wasting time habits and overcome and accomplish and get things done. Efficiently. Finally.