I don’t really know how to do this. It sucks to try overcome your lifelong programming doesn’t it?
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who I get strange vibes from. I’ve decided to let it go. I’m over analyzing which I think is mental gymnastics in the realm of judging. I’m judging her because I fear she’s judging me. I now commit to letting her go in peace and I’m going my way in peace … and so it is.
but I guess I’ve learned that people who aren’t at peace in their life can be really judgmental about others. Right now I fully admit I’m not at peace or very happy despite my best efforts. Too much responsibility, not enough resources.
I’m a loving person with a lot of compassion but right now I feel burned out and so I find myself short with people and really cynical. I don’t like it. It doesn’t feel good.
I’m alarmed at how many judgements randomly float through my head. Of course judgement keeps you from getting flattened by that passing F150. I’m talking about wasting space in my heart and head saying “Why is her hair so flat?”, “Why does every older man in this town look like Kenny Rodgers?” etc. I think of myself as a loving person but these thoughts are a waste of energy…I’m literally bored judging myself and others. I continue to improve.
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