Envision, create & manifest our best selves with the help of friends on the same path; to hold each other accountable, to encourage, to inspire and to celebrate.

Hey guys I’m sorry I’ve been MIA for a while now-life’s been super busy; you know how it is when you barely have time to brush your teeth! Well I have been brushing my teeth but never the less I’ve had so much on. I’m back studying, and I forgot how much time and energy that takes up. I’ve had family from Scotland arrive at my door; lots of fun but have no real idea what they’re saying to me! Lol! My weight loss has gone out the window but somehow I’m feeling better about my self, and the way I see it this has got to be a good thing! I hope all of you are well and safe and happy, I have stax of catching up to do and look forward to finding out what’s been happening in everyone’s lives!!! Xoxox Dani (I don’t think I ever told you my name is Dani well Danielle, but everyone calls me Dani)

So I was getting a shower tonight, after going to the gym and I was thinking wow I feel pretty good! I spent an amazing day with my boy (ex-boyfriend for lack of a better term), just chillin watching tv and laughing and stuff, we have fun together its just that things between us got so complicated. But as we were hanging out it hit me- this boy knows me so well, he can make me laugh when I’m crying uncontrollably, he can calm me down when I’m having a freak out crazy moment, and sometimes he does the sweetest things without even knowing it. I can not let this boy out of my life- I thought I could but I can’t, whether it be friend or boyfriend we need each other. I wanna try dating again, maybe…this is just a random thought but it’s in my head so I’m gonna put it down. I want today for the rest of my life, today has been the best day in a really long time!!!

So yesterday I went to the gym- in its self a mass achievement but I did 15min of the just abs workshop then stayed for the body pump- it was… intense for lack of a better word! My body is so sore today but it was awesome, the energy that I had after was unlike anything else! The instructor was really great too, really up beat and fun. i made my mum come with me which made it easier, cause I wasn’t as shy about going in and stuff. I’m going again on Thursday and I can’t wait. I feel great today and ready to do more (even though I can barely move )!

life’s a bitch sometimes…

Today is a beautiful day. to most people this seems like just an opening statement but its been raining here for the last week, and whilst I love the rain, the sound of it as I sleep at night, its more then exciting to see the morning sun today! Today I’ve decided to set myself a mini goal! I’m going to hit the gym today!!! No excuses! rite now I’m sitting in a warm bed and the thought of going to the gym makes me wanna just go back to sleep, but like 3 years ago I lived to go to the gym, so I know I can do it…

Hey guys sorry I’ve been a little late contributing, I’m so grateful to be apart of this…thing, its excites me to know that as I strive to reach my sometimes distant goals, I will have people around to support me. So much of what you write feels like I’ve written it my self, I know that’s odd but as I scrolled though, in my head I was saying oh good I’m not the only one. I feel like I’m able to be so much more, to give so much more to myself and the world around me. I know I can be a strong. I want to feel empowered. Sometimes I feel like my life is passing by me and rather then being apart of it, I’m just watching it from the side lines, without any power to decide what happens. I wanna grab life by the balls, I want to be great, I want to be happy, fulfilled, I want to be beautiful, I want to take control of my life, and I want to do it NOW!!!

I guess I should let you know a little bit about me, about my life…I’m so confused, to be honest I feel like my life is at a point where I have to make big changes or I’ll end up unhappy for the rest of my life, as we get older habits become harder to change. I have a boy in my life, he use to be my boyfriend, now we’re…its complicated, I still haven’t decided if he’s a good person to have in my life or not, sometimes I feel like it’s a poisoned relationship, other times I couldn’t live without him. I’m a very emotional person (he is not, in fact I think of him as emotional mute); this is one thing I would like to alter about myself-my emotions. I am a passionate person, however sometimes I am over sensitive, I don’t want to stop feeling but I want/need to be strong, alone. I feel like over the last 3 years my life has been turned upside down, change is a good thing, this I have always believed, but I’m sick of change sneaking up on me. Another thing I should tell you guys is that I’m not a very good writer, it’s takes me a while to sit down and write something, more so because I just have so many thoughts buzzing around my head I find it hard to put them into text.

To cut a long story short i’m happy to be here, I’m ready to make a new start and to be a person I’m proud of, I look forward to getting to know, learn from and help you all during our journey.