i really suck at managing my time…
i mean really bad at it…
i find once i want to change things in my life… well… there is way too much…
what i’m i supposed to do and not do…
what is important…
i mean everything can wait…
today i went to the dentist and came back with bad news that becuase i don’t have enough money to pay for what needs to be done…
so… i know it’s a priority to get a second job… maybe a job with dental insurance… or just so i can afford to pay the high cost…
if i don’t do this sooon then i most likely will need a root cannal…
poo… don’t want that…
but… i think i must realize that i can take my time… one day i’ll die… and i wont have anything to change in me… sometimes i need to look at myself and say… things are really good now…
but… that’s not an excuse to stop wanting to be a better person…
i need to do what i can in this lifetime…
and sometimes it’s good just to sit back and laugh with friends… even if there is something really important needing to get done…
well… goal?
i can write a to do list everyday to help tell me what i should get done
