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23 months ago
Fear of death, especially of non-existence, is troubling me the most at the moment… I’ve dealt with the death of both my parents when I was in my teens, and I’m an atheist, I guess that explains a lot. Thinking about all these things made me realize that I want to enjoy my life, and that is something I’m not very good at. I’m also afraid of being exposed, of letting my weaknesses show and thus get hurt.
I shouldn’t say being lonely (well, not just lonely, but alone too) scares me because it’s what I’m going through right now, but I have to admit that the idea of it being like this for too long freaks me out…
