I’d been doing really well for a while, to the point where I had nothing to do on the weekends and I was at least a week ahead in readings for a bunch of my classes. I even finished an assignment early for the first time in ages (almost forever, I only remember this happening maybe twice in high school)! However, I fell behind during my 10 days home during reading week when I did essentially nothing. I still haven’t really been able to catch up, and the frustration is making it even worse because now I don’t even want to try because it feels pointless.
I now have a bunch of huge assignments that are do within the next week (none of which being past the research stage) I’m extremely overwhelmed, which will ideally force me to get back up on my horse and work through it. Of course it could have the opposite effect, but I’m trying to be positive.