I wonder if I should give up on this all together and throw all the projects out the window. I should just let them go but there’s something about wanting to finish them that appeals to me, like a reason TO BE. Like a life meaning behind them, when the only meaning these little projects have is probably hold me back from doing important things.
I wonder if I should make a list of the projects and, instead of postponing them because they are not an emergency, I should try to tackle them and see. My fear is that there’s always something more important to do than the projects, yet another fear is that I will be giving up something really fun to do – why do I think that? It makes no sense. It’s a self defeating behavior.
What to do? Maybe the first step is to decide which of these 2 ways to go.
