Get healthy

I did the real age test and I came out as being 41 when my age is 34. I’m going to start doing their suggestion and the first thing is the vitamins. I’m going to try to not be perfect and just do something – which will tie into my other goals. So, vitamins, the right ones. Yes, something else for me to do when already I haven’t been good at keeping habits but I’ll really try because my life in on the line.

Another goal for me – to form HABITS

Well, the medicine seems to be working. I think I made it to the other side of this illness. My spirit feels so much better too. This diet I’ve had to “endure” might’ve helped some to clean my system a bit. I got rid of a lot of cravings. I wonder if when I get well I’ll be able to keep it up. I can, I know I can. I feel cleaner, younger, with more energy. I wonder if it’s the food or the medicine. I even want to start working out again. It might be the prayers. This might be a good combo for health. Real/healthy/live food (not from a box), and prayer. That might get me to be younger inside. Next is working out. Let’s see if I can get this puppy alive and kicking again!

I’m turning things around, or letting God turn them, I should say. I’m improving. I’m trying not to be negative. I’m looking frward to getting better everyday. I guess God will hold my hand. He loves me, so I think that I need to see and talk to Him about why this happens (sickness I mean). Maybe I can learn to accept His healing. I’m still learning. Not sure if it’s part of His purpose, or if it’s me not gluing myself to His healing power, or if I just have to let go and realize that I can’t earn my healing. Either way, I have faith that He is in control, so I feel better.