i want a friend to share my thoughts with

Still I find that the only person I have to talk to is my husband and it would be nice to have someone detached to talk to.

As I find myself unable to sleep and a mind conversation indicates that the issue keeping me awake is that I feel I have no one besides my husband to share my thoughts with. The current set of thoughts occupying my mind can not be shared with my husband – it’s complicated.

He has many outlets for sharing and I have hme and my 2 year old son. I have friends but none that I feel I could share the current situation with as my husband can share it with 3 others.

I am not even comfortable enough to share it with the supposed anonymity of the web with total strangers for I would be judged.
This is very Depeche Mode “Somebody”.

All I will share at this time and place is that currently I feel the need to isolate myself even further and that in the longer term I will be feeling the loss and seperation being created by the freedom.