Why am I so locked into this behavior?
3 years ago
I think that I do this because I have a hard time seeing the bigger picture. Every little failure (or what I perceive as a failure) just feels horrible and seems so serious. My failures usually envolve NOT doing something or procrastinating. I get so upset with myself and tell myself “You are such an asshole” over and over again. Yet I can’t seem to make myself do the things I need to do to make that feeling go away. Why is that? Why am I so locked into beating myself up? It’s like I’m afraid of taking action. What am I afraid of???
