Get my ex back

he is all i want and the fact that he’s not with me anymore drives me crazy…

Hi all’

Am pretty new here, i was just searching the google pages to find a way of getting my ex back and i found you guys here with your testimonies.

I’d like to share my experience with you so maybe i could get a good advice from different ppl.

I had a relation of 3 years with a married man, a couple a days ago this just ended up…
I’m leaving in a place where i have nobody, no friends cz he never allowed me 2, no parents cz he’d taken me away from them and am scared to death of what’s gonna happen.
Am 21 years old, miles away from the beloved ones, heartbroken and desperate to get him back.
I did loved and respect him all this time, i went on dates with other guys but all it’s been was just a dinner or a movie nothing else and he never knew about it.
So as i said, couple a days ago my nightmare started. I was angry and in a moment of ignorance i’ve sent an sms, reproaching him that he’s neglecting me and all cares is to be the Perfect Husband… After couple of hours he’d given me a call saying that we need to talk, so we fixed a date for the following day after we done with our jobs.
Next day he’d come to pick me up from work, as soon as i got into the car i felt is gonna end bad, being pressurised bcz of business issues, not resting and running here and there was one of the reasons for his bad mood. In the same day i burnned a CD for him and i played it in the car the first song was Whitney Houston “Saving all my love for you” after listening to it he turned the stereo off and said that we need to have a chat about our relation. He told me that for the past few days he keeps thinking about us and that he can see how sad i am for him not being here when i want, that he cannot continue this way bcz he’s not giving me my rights and that’s not fare. According to the fact that he is muslim he proposed me to be his second wife, but i just can’t accept this status and he doesn’t want to continue with me this way. He keeps saying that all he’s doing now is for my own sake and one day i’ll understand it. He promissed to keep supporting me with everything as he’s doing now, untill i’ll built up my career propperly, but since that day all i do is crying, i barely get down from my bed, all i do is lay down and cry i didn’t eat eversince cz i have no apetite i can’t talk to anyone i couldn’t even go to work, i only stay in my room and sometimes browse internet.

Please advice me and tell me how to get out of this.