be 100 pounds

i have exactly fifty days now and i think i can do this even though i keep having to lose thirty more, times have been really rough…after the next couple of days are over…i will lose the thirty pounds. i will and can do this.
i just cannot think negatively; i cn lose the thirty pounds…i just need to calm down and ocus after the next few days are over.

i have 62 days to get there and i need to lose a little more than 30 pounds…...i really need to make this because i feel like this is not a weight that looks natural for me..and i like being a little boney…i feel like i’m not close…i feel like i need to try harder; keep eating my foods early in the morning.

on friday i did fit into a gap size 4 though which did make me really happy because i used to be a size 12 in like september..

so i just need to get back into a size 1..

I weigh around 130 pounds right now.
For my birthday (the end of may) I would really like to be 100 pounds.
I’m currently juice fasting and will be eating vegetables and other healthy foods until then.

But it would realllly make my birthday if I could get there…