don't really want to but...
5 months ago
i need to. i adore smoking, as odd as it sounds. it just relaxes me and i really enjoy it. but it’s breaking me, and i know how awful it is for my health. the thing i’m most concerned about is gaining weight with it… i smoke a little less than a pack a day (usually about 14 or 15 per day), sometimes more, especially if i’m drinking.
