Rearrange my room, including cleaning and organizing it and making it look lovely

well yesterday i cleaned it up, now i just have to go through my stuff, reorganize it, figure out what i dont want anymore and put up stuff on my walls and decorate. yay one part is complete. it feels so great and i feel so much lighter and like a big brick off my back. yay good luck at ur guys’s cleaning projects.
best advice: have an order such as clothes first trash next, laundry first, bla bla, clearing one part of your room at a time. and the most important of all: BLAST FUN MUSIC!!!

easier said than done. i been cleaning up my room in littel segments every day, now im getting lazy again. blehhh i always do this,. i intend to start something n never do, or i start something n never finish cuz i get lazy or tired or i just move on to something else. it takes a LOT os self-control to get things done. I am a goal-setter, a designer. i set up everything i have so many plans and goals and ideas, but im not the one to put them in action, i just think them up. theres three kinds of people: problem-solvers, opportunists and goal-setters. goal setters like me obviously have all the goals and ideas in mind but dont plan on making it into action, which is what screws me over. and problem solvers always like to solve and analyze a problem finding a solution, while opportunists see every opportuinity see every lesson bla bla bla problem as an ooprtunity and tak it. and then theres 3 ways we are motivated: thats designer, manager, and developer. manager is more aggressive and domineering, likes to be in control make orders decide what goes where who does what, pretty much manage and direct the task or acitivity. the developer likes to develop the ideas and pretty much see them through, try them out, develop them. the designer (me) thrives on ideas and construction and brainstorming and goals and doesnt intend to take them on but leaves it to the developer or manager, and so the developer is always ahead, forming endless and new ideas and goals and possiblities that they dont have time or they just dont set out to get them all done, its just not in them. but all three thrive off each other and benefit from one another. and so maybe someone whos good at what im not can help me LOL. this is why i get so frustrated with my parents i realized it yesterday when i learned all this. they get so frustrated cuz i dont take intiative and put things in action and my mom is here trying to be manager and control me and my life and gets frustrated cuz i dont see things the way she does or do things like her, my dad is probably the developer because he is behind the scenes really just doing what he needs to do, he doesnt sit around like me and come up with a billion and one things he wants for himself making lists bla bla, he does stuff. so this is where the family dynamics screws up. but yeah back to my room, i need self-diiscipline i always feel i have so much to do but like i never do it haha. well i do at alast minute in fear of consequence like ill do my homework for college or do dishes clean room look for a job, all so i dont get my ass beaten and have to pay consequences. but its not like i WANT to. i mean I WANT to reorganize my room n all because I want to for my own reasons not to get people off my back, but though i do, but this goal isnt to get anyone off my back lol. its still pretty messy. i have shit all over my bed so i been sleping on the floor LOL

I just ripped up and threw out this love letter I wrote to my ex girlfriend Ashley, who I’d been saving. I don’t know why. It got sent back to me. And I just threw it out. I dunno how I fel. I don’t feel anything. I should feel a lot better, I’m sure I do. But I don’t feel anything. LOL! And I’m cleaning out my room little by little. Papers or clothes first I asked myself. Papers. I went in an order like around the room. I’m planning after I clean it up, to go through all my stuff and decide what to give away to charity or donate or sell or reuse or throw out. I ultimately want to make money for my random clothes and products and other things. If anyone has any info on where I can sell to get money. let me know. I have to get up at 7 am to go to weight watchers. Doesn’t look like I’ll be going to bed, plus I’m going to have to fill out job applications tonight to hand them back cuz I gotta get them in before Sunday and tomorrow is jam packed with events. Love youz peace, bye! mwahh! <3333 xxxx
Cheers &good luck, Lauren