learn to trust

whats the point in trusting if every single person lets you down? Is it true someone has your trust till they loose it?? why take the chance?? Why get hurt when you can avoid it. If your going to trust… mine-as-well have them earn it.

I never have been able to trust anybody.
and its really starting to affect my life.
im always paranoid,
and it interfears with relationships.
i want to learn how to trust,
but need to find a way how.
since i have a new relationship starting,
i am guna learn to trust.
xxx-lue