spend at least one night each month in the company of strangers

Which is good, since the rest of this month doesn’t look very conducive to socializing. Lack of funds will keep me at home this weekend, unfortunately. Which is sort of a shame, because I really wanted to go bowling tonight, and go to the movies tomorrow.

Gah. That’s scary. I actually WANT to go out in public.

I dragged myself out with friends tonight. One, I didn’t mind because I know him really well. But the other, I only knew from work. And all of the people around us on a Friday night.

So far, this would waver between “worth it” and not. The place we chose was a disaster, the people around us (and the ones working there) were absolutely wretched, and it didn’t really do a whole lot for the whole being-antisocial thing. It confirmed what I’ve said all along: I don’t like people.

Le sigh. Will try again soon.

I really need to do this. I’m so unsocial, people are going to start thinking I’m building up an arsenal and sending threatening letters to the government! I seriously need to be less of a recluse.