find a boyfriend

I don’t even care anymore. School is stressing me out too much right now. I am bad at talking to boys I like anyways. I get super self-conscious about the way I act/talk. It’s hard to have a relationship while in school. I don’t believe anyone should date in high school anyways; it’s just a huge distraction. I’ve never had a boyfriend and I am very much content the way I am. Sometimes though, I do wish I had a companion and someone to hold hands with. I get that surge of hormones and lust sometimes, ahah. But I am okay for now but hopefully in the future…

Made plans to hang out with D in Seattle.

Long story short:
Hung out with him for 9 hours (12PM – 9PM)
It was a sketch day.
But it was a good time.
Shopped in Seattle, SC and then went to my house.
He would put his arm around me. I would put my arm around him.
We linked arms.
He said to me, “If you ever need a boyfriend, I’m offering my services to you.”
I walked him to the bus stop outside my hood. We hugged too much.

(I’m still single. I will gladly take up on his offer soon though.)