sitting... waiting.. wishing..
2 years ago
I recently tried to quit using the patch. Then I realized that the chore of smoking a pack a day was the true Burden. I would have one cigarette in the morning, then put on the patch. I would go all day without smoking. Then take the patch off around 4:30 and force myself to wait until after Dinner. Normally around 8ish I would light up and it was finally enjoyable again. So I have decided that I love love love smoking and even enjoy it more when I take the time to let the anticipation build up a little. So I am going to control my smoking Instead of letting it control me. I am focused on 6 to 7 a day. God I love smoking more now then ever.. The desire needs to “brew” alittle to really get the full effect.. try it
