I’ve found myself getting less jealous lately. I’d say the jealousy is still lingering a little, but it’s nowhere near as bad as it was only a few months ago. I’ve been repeatedly forcing the positive thoughts to stay in my head; thinking about and being grateful for all that I do have, and those few lovely people I do have in my life. I want to be happy with what I have and not to keep wishing I could be like others, or have what they have. My life is what I make it, I suppose – so I’d better get to work on achieving what I want! :)
Sep 03, 04:46AM PDT | 4 cheers | 0 comments
This, I truly believe I’ve got better at these past few days. I know a few days doesn’t sound like it’s going to make much of a difference, but it’s surprising how many times I could get jealous about the silliest little things throughout one day, before.
I’m trying to train my head to get rid of that silly paranoia!
May 11, 11:47AM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments
This is one of the things I hate about myself more than anything else. I can get jealous about the silliest of things, and I know how silly it is when I’m thinking it, so I just need to try and control those feelings and think about all the wonderful things I do have, and know, etc.
Apr 30, 12:05PM PDT | 2 cheers | 2 comments
