get over my fear of driving

I miss my independence very much. I started driving on my 18th birthday. I was driving for 6 months when I got in my first wreck. It was a t-bone accident and I got hit on the drivers side. I have scars on my hand to clearly remind me of this accident everyday. To make matters worse, after I tried to get back on my horse, I got in yet another wreck just 2 months later. I totaled my second car because I froze up. I was making a left turn and a horrible feeling of dread came over me and I sat there is shock. It was a yield on green turn so when I went to make the turn I would have made it if I hadn’t froze up. Instead I got hit on the right side of my car. This just made matters worse for me. Not only did I realize I wasn’t over my first wreck, but now I had another wreck to worry about. And 6 points on my liscence. (I’m a new driver, this is very bad). For the next few months I was terrified to get into a car. Everytime someone would stop too quickly on a side road i would jump or flinch. I admit, sometimes I still do it. The only thing is, with the points on my liscence and the serious fear of loosing another car or getting in another wreck, I can’t get myself to even want to drive. But I have to drive. I need to get to my classes. I miss my independence very much but I am having the worst time getting over my fears. With my parents pressuring me to drive and yelling at me about it, I really don’t see this problem getting better any time soon.