be more independent

so saturday night i went out on my own with out my boyfriend and met up with all my friends
there were numerous time i wanted to call him etc but i restrained with the help of a friend whomade i didnt
it felt good ive still got a long way to go though

im too dependent on my boyfriend, and its like i live my life for him, ineed to gain my own independence, i need to gain my own hobbies and life