control my drinking

I don’t think that I need to control my drinking. I think that I need to stop my drinking. I started when I was 12, my dad is an alcoholic, and so is my mom and grandma. Is it only a problem when it interferes with your noticeable life?

None of my friends realize it as a problem. I trust my friends. They normally know me better than I know my self. but do they really? I like to think so. I’m so lonely. I need someone, but I don’t know myself well enough to know someone else. Ahhhhhh! What am I supposed to do?????

drunk again. The point of this is that I don’t have to stop drinking to control it. I mean, I’m in college… that’s what’s expected. Anyhow, as long as the drinking doesn’t interfere with school or work it doesn’t matter.

I don’t have to stay sober to control myself.

No luck so far. I’m drunk right now, it’s 12:50 on Sunday night, I have class at 8 in the morning and a presentation due. People are pissing me off, and i decided to have a few to shrug it off. No problem right? I try not to drink during the week, but finals are killing me slowly, and the stress of work and moving is not helping. I just need all of this to be over, and I’ll cut back.