I dunno what’s in the water, but it seems like every time I turn around, sex slaps me in the face (I can blame the media for that!). There was a period of time where I felt like I was missing out, but with my roommate’s recent health scare (he’s fine), I’m feeling soooooo glad that I haven’t put out, cos I wouldn’t want to freak out over what was just some weird health junk and think it was serious health junk.
I still feel like that at this age, I’m an oddity. I can’t stand that the people I hang with have all done it, even the youngest in our crew (18) and I’m like, my gawd, am I defective or something?! But I’ll have something that they don’t—paitence. But then again, I hang out with dudes and they pretty much think with their penises, so that’s that.
It’s a scary thought that I’m the only girl in the group. But the guys all treat me fairly, but I think I need to kill some of the gear I wear—sometimes I don’t notice that it’s a little too sexy until my roommate points it out. For once, I should pay attention to why the guys get all flustered and stutter when I’m just rattling on about some story—apparently they can’t concentrate when they see my legs or a hint of boob or I have broke out the 3 inch heels. I’m usually covered up and wear sensible shoes, so if I do break out the shorts, which is rare cos I’m always in long skirts/dresses that go past the knee, they’re having fits. I guess I’m that typical anime character who doesn’t realizes she’s just so darn sexy! (grin)
