im in a lull.
21 months ago
routine- get up, go to school, gaze mindlessly at the board as i learn.. nothing, really.. , go home, sit infront of the tv, do mindless homework, sleep & REPEAT.
i am just going through the steps of mere existence, without the excitement and passion i’ve always imagined i would live with. i used to be the kind of kid the would climb trees, plan adventures, get excited. now as a teenager, 17, i feel like all of that has faded, and i wish it hadnt.
as soon as school is over, im packing a suitcase and jetsetting to europe. i want to experience the world, not simply exist within it.
for now, i need to find ways to truly live during these last 2 mindmelting boring years of highschool.
