be single

i got a statement from her today. this is really way out of line—$20 to send me an e-mail i did not even want. $100 for a phone call!!!
obviously i picked the wrong line of work

i do not want to be divorced, i want to be single again. i do not want to go through this experience – this ibs inducing mire i have been wading though. it is sucking my life away more each day and i have been wasting that gift by allowing this to continue. i refuse to give him any additional time – it is ended! i refuse to have the stain of hate on my soul, the lawyer can deal with it til i have to go to court. God will get me though it, so glad i asked for His help.

just waiting, nothing new—he called to see if we could talk
not
he can deal with the lawyer
just do not feel like it is the time to talk

talked to hilary today. now it is just time to see what he is going to do since he has been answered. his demands are way overboard. this time is moving too slow

get out of this facade i have been living in for over 5 years. he served me before i had a chance to find out where he is really staying! great saved me a dollar. now i need to see what the lawyer has done this week. takes far too long