socialize more

it didnt go as i planned this week. it was too late to get the tickets for america’s got talents but i did go to the mall with my best friend. then i realized i had so much hw. i just did hw and nothing else. i couldnt invite my other friends :( maybe next weekend ill invite my friend to a movie if i have time.

tomorrow is my bday and i invited 5 friends so im gon socialize tmrw!!! yay!! i thought of goin to america’s got talents with a couple of friends this wk but i need to find tickets..also since this wk is a spring break, i will socialize with a couple of friends since i have more tyme on my hands…i have one friend who i planned to hang with this week yay! lol im not so much a hermit this week lol

i just realized that i dont socialize so much. i used to hangout with my best friend but i feel like she disregarded me as yesterday’s newspaper. i used to hang with her everywhere and everything. my mom wouldnt let me hang out with anyone unless im with my best friend who is my “protective sister or bodyguard”..from now on, i promise to incorporate ppl into my life, not only her friends but friends i make. i make friends easy but i dont hang out with them. and if we intend to hangout, we always say we will hang but we never do…:(...plus bc my mother is away from home, i have all duties on me like clean house, cook for my father and study…but i should sign up for sumtin and make friends like that