record my dreams here

Had a dream that I had a really wild and crazy party at my house. My three young daughters were there, too. I kept trying to tuck them into bed so they wouldn’t see all that was going on.
I was taking a bath with a married man friend of mine.
A group of boys were fighting in my backyard and cops were called.
I found two kittens in my toilet.
There was a giant robotic grasshopper in my family room.

WASN’T THAT A PARTY!!!

I should mention that I went to bed drunk last night…

I had a dream that I had a baby boy named Luke. He was a child of my ex’s. We were still apart, and somehow he had custody of Luke and I had custody of our REAL children that actually exist!
We were fighting b/c he put the baby in the front seat of the car. I thought he was endangering the baby and threatened to get custody.
Don’t know what this means. We don’t have custody issues in our divorce at all….

I had a dream about a cute guy I like, who sent me an email that said
“you have been losing weight. you look good!”

wonder what all that means.

Had a dream about divorce..my divorce lawyer discovered the name of the ex’s new girlfriend and found out that she has been given access to all of our marital accounts.
It was a very wierd dream….
I am taking it as a sign that I should call the lawyer tomorrow and see where I am at in procedings.

I had this wierd dream that I looked in the index of my christmas cookie cookbook and decided to cook the first recipe in the index.
SO I WOKE up and decided I should do that, since one of my goals on “1001 things to do before I die” is to literally follow my dreams.
I was really in a baking mood…rare for me…
but i didn’t do it because i coudln’t find the book
maybe tonight I will have a dream about where the cookbook is.

Hopefully i will have a more fascinating dream, though_~!!!

yES, i WAS AT A friend’s wine-tasting party. she ended up getting a phone call from someone inviting her to go to Europe and proceeded to kick everyone out of her house. I did her dishes.
Then I went to a bowling alley with a guy I know. The real Elvis was there. It was really the 50.s. An Elvis impersonator was there, too, performing for the real Elvis.

i HAD A dream that my best friend’s hubby, who is also an old college buddy of mine, was at an event with my ex. I tried to hug my friend and he totally dissed me. i actually woke up mad at the guy.

This time, a fellow present-day coworker was having an affair with my roommate from 1989. wierd.

I keep having these dreams that connect the 2007 me with my younger self, usually college-aged or right after. One example, I am 20-something again, having a party in the apartment i lived in in 1989. Everything looks exactly the same, except there are photographs of my children on the mantle- even though they didn’t exist until 1995-2001.
another dream involved my present-day coworkers and my old college dorm.
I wonder what this pattern means. I think it has something to do with my divorce. I did feel lost, like I didn’t feel like myself, when I was married. I have been feeling like the old me again, more true to myself and comfortable with myself.
I THINK these dreams are reflecting the fact that I am allowed to be myself again.

I dremt that the ex died, and I was upset because if we had just waited six months more, i would’ve just been a widow and not an ex.
and i also stepped on the scales and lost 10 pounds.
So in real life, I weighed myself at ‘my scale’ at the ymca just to see. I did lose 2 more pounds, which is pretty good because i haven’t been working hard at it since the wt. loss competition ended in April.